Chasing the tails, coming back as we are

ESSA VII LOVE
Hey hey. My name is Vanessa. I'm a lazy bum who wants to do basically nothing the entire day. I wear tshirt with denim short and my hair all puffed up which people always say it's oh-so too high. Vii doesn't stand for the numeric 5. It's my 'first' name. I love to be in love, and I'm seen with my lovey-dovey boyfriend, B wherever I go.

-anyway, there's more to me than meets the eye because i prefer to keep my internal organs under my skin.

Don't speak as loud as my heart


I'm going back to the start

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Wednesday, May 25, 2011 || 12:40:00 AM

There was never a time I thought I could live without you.

I depend so much on you. I stick around you. But sometimes, I can't even feel my existence when I'm walking right beside you. I'm like an extra character.

It's sucks to be like this.

I've never forgotten about you even when I'm in school with tons of friends. I've never forgotten about you even when I'm working so hard at work. I've never forgotten about you even when you did.

Is it me? Why am I always the one feeling so nostalgic about this relationship?

Come to think about it, maybe what you said was true. I love racking up the past. Because all of those screamed right in my face that I was around and how much you've forgotten about me. Maybe it's true that I love seeking attention. Maybe i just want to feel some existence.

What's the point of realizing it when it came to an end?

I've never existed in your life.



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