ESSA VII LOVE
Hey hey.
My name is Vanessa. I'm a lazy bum who wants to do basically nothing
the entire day. I wear tshirt with denim short and my hair all puffed up which people always say it's oh-so too high. Vii doesn't stand for the numeric 5. It's my 'first' name. I love to be in love, and I'm seen with my lovey-dovey boyfriend, B wherever I go.
-anyway, there's more to me than meets the eye because i prefer to keep my internal organs under my skin.
People are saying and encouraging me to let go of this hopeless relationship but I just wont't go with their wills. Because whatever they are seeing are not what I saw in him. He's proved to me that he does care a lot and he is willing to sacrifice a lot for me.
But then again, one mistake crosses out all the good deeds. People only remember what you've done wrong but they'll never give two hoots abt what you've done correctly.
I know I'm hard to satisfy. I don't have high expectations you know? I just wish you would treat me and this relationship like how I did to you. I can't even look into the eyes of other guys knowing I already have a boyfriend let little talk to thwem or flirt. I just don't know how you can do it the way you do. Do all those flirtation mean nothing? They are just normal conversation you would have with your normal guy friends?
Its so unfair.
If that's the case, I see no point with my staying so loyal to you. Its time I have my fun. Its time I learn to love myself more than I love you.. cus I deserve it.
