ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

I'm fucking tired. From everything. Let's start with the least tiring one.

We've been building the wardrobe, as you all might know. Spring cleaning and sorts. Killing damned pests in the house. But apparently they are everywhere. Lol. The exhaustion started then. Pushing and pulling. Drill drill drill, build build build.

In the meantime, I'm also working like dog. To try to earn as much for the month. But no avail ley. Still fucking little. Sibeh sian.

Not only all these, I'd be separated with Love for the next 2-3 weeks due to his new job. Pretty shitty. Long hours but at least the incentives would be good enough for now. We're really struggling alr. Still need save for driving and pte dip in the future. And our new phones.

This is the worst way to start a year!

This week, I admit I haven't been doing anything until the weekend. It's Zhong's 21st birthday btw. Fri was school and supposedly work but I got pushed agn because of poor sales. So we went to the chalet and sit sit take some photos. Feeling super sian alr. Next day, his actual bday, I've a meeting at 8am in STORE. Fuckload of shit and then start work at 3.30 until close.

Shag ley!

Slept less than 3hours. and one whole day of @#%@%$. Best. At least I managed to give him my wishes at the last 5mins of Sat.

Next day ley? Sunday. More shit, ty. Cb letter came from school. More than 30 entries. Or.. just nice. 30. Got kp lo. Nevermind. It's supposed to be over. Fucking dumb sister have to sabotage like a bitch man. Then they start again. Call me quit school since I study until liddat. I really would quit if my gpa for this year doesn't allow me to promote to year 3. I won't be as dumb and naive as Love.

After all the kp, we went to shop for CNY. Like in HK buy not enough, back in Singapore still have to buy. Another tiring day lo. Went to visit grandma after shopping and I caught some sleep. Then it's chalet again.

Mahjong ah. Then home. And now im here.

More sian.

This month also like cb. Work shifts like rubbish. All the weekends. And I have to change 2 days because of Kukup and CNY. LAME LA. ZZZZZZZZZ.

I'm really sick of everything right now. Nothing seems to be right for me. This cannot. That also wrong. Maybe it's PMS. But it ended like 3 days ago.

Fuck.

I know some of your lives may be even worse than mine, but trust me, this is the shittiest event that's ever occured in mine and I really can't fake any more smiles to let you all think im alright. I don't want to be like a spitfire so fucking people, please be nicer to me or I'd just throw all my bullshit on you.

First thing I need to do is cut away the bad luck on my hair and embrace the new year. Hopefully this sleep can make me wake up a happier girl.


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