ESSA VII LOVE
Hey hey.
My name is Vanessa. I'm a lazy bum who wants to do basically nothing
the entire day. I wear tshirt with denim short and my hair all puffed up which people always say it's oh-so too high. Vii doesn't stand for the numeric 5. It's my 'first' name. I love to be in love, and I'm seen with my lovey-dovey boyfriend, B wherever I go.
-anyway, there's more to me than meets the eye because i prefer to keep my internal organs under my skin.
Sometimes, no matter how much I try to disagree with her, it seems that I'm the one that's wrong for believing in you. I thought you would really mean what you say but obviously that's just not what you are.
You want people around you to grow more sense. In fact, you should be the one reflecting on your past actions. I'm sure you know what we're forcing you to face now would definitely be benefitting you in the future. Yet you just want to stick to your fucked up life.
How can I trust you?
How can I live the rest of my life with you?
I don't hope that you'd take the full responsibility of taking care of me and if possible, our family. I'll do what I should do. But whatever you're doing now makes me feel that I can't depend on you.
Not now, not in the future.
If that's what you want, then you shouldn't have turned back that time. You should just leave and carry on with your peaceful life. But I have to let you know, that life is not going to bring you anywhere but a low salary in the future.
Grow some sense please. because you're no longer a 14year old boy.
