ESSA VII LOVE
Hey hey.
My name is Vanessa. I'm a lazy bum who wants to do basically nothing
the entire day. I wear tshirt with denim short and my hair all puffed up which people always say it's oh-so too high. Vii doesn't stand for the numeric 5. It's my 'first' name. I love to be in love, and I'm seen with my lovey-dovey boyfriend, B wherever I go.
-anyway, there's more to me than meets the eye because i prefer to keep my internal organs under my skin.
Sometimes in life, there are too many things to consider, too many decisions to make. When you're lost, you seek the one closest to you for advice. Hoping that it could ease your mind for a little while, you turn to a short-term solution to block away all thoughts about it.
You live in a moment of lies but you know, you can never break away from it.
Is that person you're listening to really giving you the right direction? Is that direction really where you heart wants you to head to? No matter what may happen, the most important in the world is still you. Be decisive for yourself. Don't let other people's ideas get into your way.
Is that person really worth you hurting someone else who's been there for you since forever? Is that person really worth you hurting somebody who might be important to you in the future? Don't be clouded by a moment of foolishness.
Living in lies is never too easy. I've tried that before. You have to think of lies to cover up for the lie, and more lies to cover up lies to cover the lie. You'd be so tired of thinking and then you realize that the one who's suffering the most, is you. Is it really worth it?
Some people might not be able to accept your decision. Some might despise you. Some might think you're noble. Some may be hurt, some may by relieved. But what about you?
Yes, it may be nothing, just a few months of grieves and regret. You'd continue to live happily ever after and maybe some random times, with guilt.
Still, like what I've said since day 1, I will support your decisions no matter who it's going to hurt or benefit. You have your reasons to do it and I believe you have thought it through, by yourself. After all, you're the only one who knows what's the best for yourself.