Srsly, why organise a party?

It's a waste of time, effort and money.

Don't get me wrong. I'm not saying I hate parties. Okay, maybe to an extent. But organising one? It's so much of a hassle!

You have to think of guest list. The food, the location, date, accessibility. IF some of your friends find it inconvenient, your father might even have to fetch them here. Wtf? Why. I'm already providing food and entertainment. Why do I fucking need to spend another extra money for petrol. God.

This is really dumb.

I'm a lazy person so obviously I'd like things that require as little energy spent as possible. If you think otherwise, so ahead and change my thinking via my tag or msn me. Crazy.

What is there to make a celebration so big? 21st birthday? Fuck you. 18th birthday? Fuck you too. 80th? Aren't you tired already? Having to plan these big occasions every few years? So what. Nobody cares if you're 18 or 21 or 80. It makes no difference. You're just a pathetic attention seeker.

Once in a lifetime you say?

Oh! I'm 22. I need a celebration too!

Wow. I'm 41years and 9months old. Celebrate pl0x.

DAMN! I'M 93YEARS AND 3MONTHS AND 20DAYS OLD. I NEED TO GET A LIFE AND STOP CELEBRATING.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

I'm ranting not because I didnt get to celebrate my birthday this big yet. But please be more responsible. If you want to make a celebration, don't drag other people in! We're not obliged to help you do anything. Be glad, im even helping that tiny bit.

Because I really don't care. I couldn't care less even if you forget my birthday or my existence. I just need to know myself. That's all that matters.

When I don't help, im selfish. What have you done to make me help you willingly? Even that little bit was forced. To keep you all shut. I can't take it anymore. I just want to do my own thing. Spend my own day alone with my computer. I'm a nerd, a geek, a computer addict. Whatever. But I'm not your maid.

Ask properly. Don't take me for granted like it's my job to do it. So what if it's sister's birthday?

Now again, 21st. My birthday. Wow. 80% of the guest lists are not my friends. Instead, they are people whom I can't wait to get rid of at every family gathering. Im irritated by them every single time. I wish they don't exist. Oh no! They're at my birthday party. Yay. I can't enjoy fully. I can't play the songs I really want to play. I can't do the stunts and steps I really want to do. I can't wear the clothes I really want to wear.

Oh right. I have to make my mother risk at the mahjong table. It's fun.

Take that.

Why does it have to be that way.

Why not speak up and say, " NO. I'm not inviting them. " and have fun for the rest of the night. And save up on the food. And not get pestered by loud kids.

I'm really hating all of these aren't I.

That's enough of my rant. Take note. It's just ranting. Even if I really don't want to help, i'd still have to do the chores. Afterall she's still my sister. Sigh. I sound selfish and fucking unreasonable. Ayah, maybe that's what I really am.

Im so awesomely self-centered. ;D


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